Post by sonya on Apr 19, 2010 18:31:29 GMT -6
-- kenzie mae gabriella collins. eighteen. senior. music.
Cree Malitzka tapped her finger on her leg Breathing in and out for Air.She was all alone waiting there, sitting in her own room Breathing up all the air.She didn't want to be here right now all alone waiting for someone to love her.Was she just going to sit there."Teenagers now a days are so obsessed now." Cree Thought tapping her foot.I wanted him and i knew it.All Cree could think about was him.He was beautiful , even though Cree pushes him away multiple times , now was the time to love him."I treat him like dirt and i never told him how i really felt ,but though we bicker i know he wants me now."Cree Got up and Looked in the mirror she turned to the side, examining herself in profile. Her frame is not perfectly proportioned, though she knows that is to her advantage. Her build is short, but it offsets her pale, shapely legs, giving them the appearance of added length. Her chest is…perky, and is made noticeably more so by her unusually narrow ribcage and shoulders.
Cree Smiled in the Mirror and Giggled wile shaking her hips.Cree Let out a sigh and fell onto her bed."When is someone ever going to notice me."Cree whispered to herself.Somehow Cree felt something wrong with her, did boys not like her beacause they knew she was a tottal bitch?Im not that mean am i but atleast i help people right?Cree then drifted to a deep sleep.Cree then woke up a few hours later than noticing it was the worst day ever, school.Cree threw her legs over the side of her bed gently rubbing her eyes and letting out a yawn. "Oh, how i hate Mondays." Cree whispered to herself and then she hugged herself rubbing her arms it was cold today. Oh, Boy arent i excited a cold Monday.She walked like a zombie into her bathroom proceeding to take a shower ,brushed her teeth and did her hairand then applyed her makeup fixed her hair.
Although it was going to Be a pain Getting up and walking to school Cree dealed with it.Because though school was terrible she knew she would have to see his face again and thats what brighten up her smile.Cree trailed her way to school stepping on each brown dry leaf just to listen to the little crackling noise it made, It was like music to her ears.Cree walked along throwing her earphonnes into her ear listening to Her favorite Song by Owl City.People might call Cree crazy just because she was depsperately in love but she would never tell a soul.Cree then picked up a single leave from the ground her chrused it inside her hands, letting the single degree float away into the air.
“Cree, Please come up and read your poem.” she heard her teacher say from a clear distance. She slightly lifted her head and looked above and saw thousand of eyes staring at her, as if there were something wrong. She stood up and slowly walked in the aisles of the students chairs, rowed in front of her. “Hello, I’m Cree and Im going to be reading a poem named “Heart Spoken”. Cree heard a few laughs coming from the left side of the classroom and shifted her eyes on the paper. Cree read “To be or to not to be loved, shaking inside, wondering if you’ll just grab my heart and rip it apart. Why can’t you be my lover? Just because were torn from one and other. Kiss me, hold my lips upon yours. And together well hold hands running swiftly across the shore. To be or to not to be heart spoken".
Laughter struck loudly in Cree's ear and she begin to hang her head down, gazing at the floor. She felt humiliated, stupid, like an imbecile. She walked back to her seat and looked down at her desk. The only things running through her head were “Why did I have to be so stupid”. The bell rung and she took her books and shifted out the door. At Cree's locker she heard a loud clapping sound, as if someone were cheering her on.
zee. 17. eastern. karlie kloss