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Post by jessie on May 12, 2010 23:47:26 GMT -6
Dancing With The Devil I have not been on here in awhile... anyone even on?
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Post by ruby on May 12, 2010 23:51:17 GMT -6
hey trent! where have you been? i haven't seen
you in such a long time!
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Post by jessie on May 12, 2010 23:53:48 GMT -6
Dancing With The Devil Hey Kiara. I have been around and busy... sorry I haven't stopped to see you since the hospital. It was to much for me to handle.
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Post by ruby on May 12, 2010 23:56:17 GMT -6
around and busy? doing what? and it's okay..... i
don't think i would've handled it too well either.
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Post by jessie on May 12, 2010 23:57:41 GMT -6
Dancing With The Devil Just stuff, nothing important. And once you left the hospital I knew you were okay... I just needed some breathing room.
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Post by ruby on May 12, 2010 23:58:34 GMT -6
stuff..... do i want to take a guess?
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Post by jessie on May 13, 2010 0:00:06 GMT -6
Dancing With The Devil Depends... can't say I will be completely honest either way.
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Post by ruby on May 13, 2010 0:02:33 GMT -6
then my guess is right.... trent... i... you... i can
not... forget it. nevermind. so... what are you up
to?
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Post by jessie on May 13, 2010 0:06:42 GMT -6
Dancing With The Devil I hate when you do that, annoys the shit out of me. And I am up to nothing, I usually am up to nothing. My life consists of almost nothing on a regular basis. You?
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Post by ruby on May 13, 2010 0:10:23 GMT -6
right, i forgot. i'm so sorry. i didn't mean to, you
know... do that again. bad habit. and i've been
up to nothing either. just got out of the hospital
yesterday, so trying to avoid the looks from the
school population. you know, normal stuff, i guess.
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Post by jessie on May 13, 2010 0:12:34 GMT -6
Dancing With The Devil It's fine, we all have are bad habits. And what to you expect? You tried to kill yourself... The school will eat that shit alive.
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Post by ruby on May 13, 2010 0:15:57 GMT -6
for the last time, i wasn't trying to kill myself. i just
wanted to distract the pain. why do people keep
insisting that? they make it sound like i tried to stab
my heart or something but missed. not like they
wouldn' celebrate my death anyway.
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Post by jessie on May 13, 2010 0:21:22 GMT -6
Dancing With The Devil Because when someone cuts themselves to the point where they land in a hospital bed that is what most people are going to assume. I don't completely believe you myself honestly. Either way, you could have cared less if you lived or died that night. If they celebrate your death that would be a pretty fucking demented thing but you put that on yourself by being a bitter bitch to everyone and anyone possible. What to you expect?
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Post by ruby on May 13, 2010 0:28:32 GMT -6
yeah, you're right. i hadn't meant to cut myself to
the point of death, but yeah, i didn't care if i lived
or died that night. and truthfully, i still think it right
now. you do it too, you know? you're not trying to
kill yourself but doing drugs practically 24/7 is just as
bad as me. you can't care less if you died either. we
are both in the same boat. and demented or not,
these are teenagers. students. they could care less
if it's demented or not. and yeah, i did put it on my-
self. i because a terrible, horrible, ugly person. and i
know i can't fix everythig, but i'm trying here, trent.
i'm trying to call truce. i'm trying not to be a bitch.
but it's hard. and i didn't expect anything. i don't
expect anything. when you live with a father like mine,
you never expect anything or of anyone.
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Post by jessie on May 13, 2010 0:36:31 GMT -6
Dancing With The Devil No, no do not compare myself to you. If I wanted to die, I would not have entered detox. I don't want to die, my body is just addicted to a very deadly drug or do I need to get into the neuroscience of it and how the brains works and shit? And to hear that you still want to die, I can't even fucking hear this shit. I will sign out right now honestly because I can't handle it anymore, I really can't. Are you trying to upset me by telling me information like that? I want a life for myself so I am trying here too. You don't know the half of demented Kiara, you really don't. Calling truce is a start I guess. And let not get into a conversation on fathers, lets just fucking not.
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