Post by sam on May 15, 2010 19:42:01 GMT -6
-- mercades faith dunkin. nineteen. senior. singer.
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you shine so bright it's insane
I KNOW THAT YOU'RE SHOT, JUST LET ME SING YOU TO SLEEP[/font]
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So, for the past six months, things have been great. Farrah's been in relationships before but never one as long as the one she's in currently with CJ. She met him when she was in a horrible place and thanks to him, he kind of took her out of that slump. Farrah was thankful for that. During these past six months, they've grown so close and Farrah seems to have told Caden her whole life story. From her old ways, to her car accident with her drunk aunt. Fuck, she was letting everything get out in the open for this guy and that meant one thing. She was falling. Hard. That wasn't that normal for Farrah, these relationships that she had been in before CJ were just quick ones that involved dating and sex, that's pretty much it. Not a sensible relationship, but you know, time flies.
That, it sure does. CJ's told Farrah most of what he's done too, from all the girl hopping to the drugs. That, Farrah wasn't too excited about, but she couldn't do anything to stop it. He had his life and she had hers. The alchohal is what the two had in common. Another thing they found was that they could get completely wasted together and have a good time. Farrah wasn't addicted to doing so but she didn't know what Caden's facts were. Nor did she want to know. The only thing that was important to her was that she and Caden were able to keep this relationship going after six months. Both telling each other what horrible comminication they had in relationships was sure to have some type of set back on their relationship, but right now, that wasn't the case. They loved each other more than anything in the world, though being in a relationship doesn't execute you from looking at other people. Farrah knew she did that and CJ had a right to get jealous.
She did when she saw Caden looking at someone else. Sure, they'd only been together for a short period of time, but Farrah still had strong feelings and she wasn't going to let anyone take her boyfriend away from her. She'll turn right back into a bitch if someone tries to steal someone she loves away, she's not scared at all. The short period of time, that they were together though has been amazing. Amazing to the least. Farrah's feelings for Caden are incredible and she goes to lengths to prove that to him whenever she can. Yeah, they've been intimate before and they aren't afraid about it. If you're into someone, of course you're gonna have sex...It's just the way that life goes. Farrah knows she wants a family, and that's how a family starts, but they aren't concerned about that too much right now. Farrah and CJ talk about having a family someday, but that someday was definately not now. In their twenties, they should be out enjoying life with each other.
On that note, Farrah and Caden are currently sharing her apartment. The two of them sharing it was certainly rewarding rest and relaxation. When they were spending time together, there's no telling on what they could do. They did crazy shit together and it wasn't even funny, if it was just hanging out in the house or if it was ventering outside to find someway to amuse themselves, or even just being up in their room cuddling. The small things like that is something Farrah loves about their relationship. Farrah stayed lazily dressed in her pajama's, figuring that Caden surely wouldn't mind, and she headed downstairs after cleaning up her bedroom to wait for him to come home. The clock read 9:43 as her eyes casted a glance, and she pouted as she sat down on the couch in her outcast of a living room.
They could be so quiet with each other, just staring into each other's eyes and they'd know what was going on in each other's minds. It was odd to Farrah but she liked it. Sitting in the living room waiting for him was agony for Farrah and that was something new. Though he had been out for most of the day, that was probably the reason why she had this feeling. He left at noon and hasn't been home since. Sharing this apartment was supposed to be a good thing for the both of them and their relationship, but with Caden being out all day, it really wasn't. Farrah barely went out unless she really wanted to, and even when she wanted to, she couldn't because she had been slammed with work. She loves Caden more than anything in the world and she wants him to enjoy his life as he has it, but then again, she'll be at home on late nights, especially with the days she has off ahead, waiting for him to come back because she wants to see her boyfriend.
Farrah finally looked up at the door when she heard it creak open. For some reason she hoped that he wasn't drunk or hopped up on some type of drug. Though she allows him to do that on one night of the week, she didn't want it to be tonight because she wanted alone time with him. She treasures their alone time and doesn't want anything to happen to it. Her eyes followed Caden's figure into their dim lighted living room, and a small smile fell upon her lips. She remained quiet for a few seconds, watching as the signifigant other she loved so much take a seat next to her. "Hey, Baby..." She started her sentance carefully, still wondering about his state at the moment. "I missed you...Can I have a kiss?" She asked, leaning in a little. It was always the thing of hers to start the first move.
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